2011/03/18

全世界的人都知道



在见到你关键的第一秒
爱的情愫开始发酵
小心翼翼 写给你的纸条
幸福画上星星记号

*你像一座孤傲的岛
有自己的城堡
我是上不了岸的潮
也只能将你围绕*

全世界的人都知道
一厢情愿是种烦恼
只要换你一次微笑
就算是做梦也会笑
全世界的人不知道
我不在乎付出多少
我想这就是幸福写照
任何人不能阻止我对你的好


The song is so sweet~ ^.^
and meant it too~

2011/03/17

放下烦脑

快乐其实很简单,
所谓练习微笑,不是机械地挪动你的面部表情,而是努力地改变你的心态,调节你的心情。
学会平静地接受现实,
学会对自己说声顺其自然,
学会坦然地面对厄运,
学会积极地看待人生,
学会凡事都往好处想。
这样,阳光就会流进心里来,驱走恐惧、驱走黑暗、驱走所有的阴霾。
快乐其实很简单,不要自己不快乐就可以了。

可是…我好像有点做不到……烦恼一直陪着我…它还真够义气,总是对我不离不弃… ><"

2011/03/16

放下压力



累与不累,取决于自己的心态。
心灵的房间,不打扫就会落满灰尘。
蒙尘的心,会变得灰色和迷茫。
我们每天都要经历很多事情,开心的,不开心的,都在心里安家落户。

心里的事情一多,就会变得杂乱无序,然后心也跟着乱起来。
有些痛苦的情绪和不愉快的记忆,如果充斥在心里,就会使人委靡不振。
所以,扫地除尘,能够使黯然的心变得亮堂。
把事情理清楚,才能告别烦乱。
把一些无谓的痛苦扔掉,快乐就有了更多更大空间。
紧紧抓住不快乐的理由,无视快乐的理由,就是你总是觉得难受的原因了。

2011/03/14

少了一个人


朋友聚会吵闹的快乐 在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝 突然渴望有人 能来接我

泡著热水在浴室赖著 思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了 多久没有再联络 一想还是痛
少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住 寂寞


妈妈在电话裏挂念我 上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了 但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑得比阳光 炽热

少了一个人懂得我能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的 寂寞


很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候 会抱著我 沉默 不动

A song from S.H.E~


She's very tired, she don't know when will it finish... She tired of everything, but she knows that she need to be strong and tough, even it's so hard, but she'd tried her best already... she don't knows she can tahan until how... may be until the max which she can't reach... but the max is soon, she's feeling now... because she's very tired already... on the road... the lonely road...
No one can really know and understand her... yea, may be only is she don't want to wake up, not she don't want, because she can't do it... That's why so many people suicide in this world.

Everyday she need to act so strong and smile to others... she needs a hand, but she can't find it, cause there's no one really understand and know her well...

She needs a person who know her well, understand her...
She needs a person who can protect her heart...
She needs a person who will ... ...
She's really and very tired enough~ :')

2011/03/13

拥抱


很喜欢拥抱,喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉,什么也不说,什么也不做,就只是静静地拥抱,久久不要分开,似乎只有这样,才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一刻,相信时间也会为我们停止的……­

一直以来都觉得,拥抱,较之亲吻更加真实、温馨,那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的,肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候,总想找个肩膀来依靠呢,我想,其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧­ 拥抱的时候,内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫,拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的,因为拥抱是有温度的,拥抱是有声音的……­
拥抱,是无声的语言,拥抱,是最简单的接受与认可……­­
拥抱的时候,彼此是被需要的,被别人需要是时候,是一个人最有价值的时候……

你曾经说过,好想累的时候能抱着我,其实,我又何尝不想呢,累的时候,好想你能在身边,无需太多言语,只要一个拥抱,再苦再累都值得……­­

也好想,能够在你累的时候,从身后环住你的腰,把脸轻轻在你的后背,静静地,无需语言,用心灵对话,倾听彼此内心的声音……

不能守在你的身边,不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰;不能在你累的时候给你拥抱;更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……­ ­

可是,我是可以体会你的心情的,因为,在你倍受思念痛苦的同时,我和你是一样的,可是我们别无选择……­­

可是,你怎么不在我身边,电话再甜美,再安慰,也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。­­  拥抱,真得这么遥不可及吗?­­我会用我的双臂,在你看到我的第一眼时拥
你入怀。­­好想好想你,好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……

Copy from another site... nice =)

2011/03/09

You haven't seen the last of me

You haven't seen the Last of Me...

Feeeling broken
Barely holding on
But just there's something so strong
Somewhere inside me.
And I am down,but I'll get up again.
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed right past the point of breaking.
But I can take it.
I'll be backBack on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me.

They can
Say that
I won't stay around
I gonne stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me.You don't know me,you don't know who I am.
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed right past the point of breaking.
But I can take it.
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from overYou haven't seen the last of me

There will be no better
This is not the end
I'm better now
And I'll be standing on top again.
Times are hard but
I was built tough.
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of.
I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed right past the point of breaking.
But I can take it.
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
I am far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
No,no,I'm going nowhere
I'm staying right here
Oh,no you won't see my fear
I'm not kidding around
Can't stop meCan't stop me
You haven't seen the last of me
Oh,no
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me
A nice song from the movie --> "Burlesque"
What a nice movie for this year...
And a lots of nice songs~
Especially this song "You haven't seen the last of me"
the lyrics is so meaningful too...
love it =)


My birthday party part 2~


8th of March... a day which i scare to go... because of some reason... those stupid promise... and the stupid... but I'm very happy that I've my 2nd family... which is my Pekaka's geng~ their are my housemates, classmates, my dearest friends, my family... and so meaningful to me in my heart, always raise me up, supporting each others, giving a lots of energy or power to me... and make me strong... don't know how to describe how important are them to me! when I'm feeling upset, crying, and emo... they always share out their shoulder for me no matter how...




Thanks to you all gave me a sweet 19th birthday =)


Thanks my best friends!



Thanks for the birthday cake


Blow the candles can gigit the candle up... ><"
Si gui Xinjie & You Xian take the cream "gor" my face... ><"




After lunch and the cake, we went to Tambun for our dinner with others classmates and another guy who's same birthday with me too... my classmate--> chin yik... both birthday on 8th of March... ^^
Thanks for you all gave me a wonderful birthday... Thanks a lots, love u all! muacks!

I'm really very appreciate you all... I swear! and Im very happy for today... just now afternoon Im really didn't black face, may be cause of I take off my fringe and my face no emotion, so yo guys think that Im beh syok or what... It's really, because Im really really very happy!



For the whole day my mind is repeat and repeat the conversation between a boy and a girl.

Girl: How do you want to celebrate your birthday?
Boy(shy) : This want also want to say out meh?
Girl: Just say it out lar... (the girl really don't know what the boy will say)
Boy: I just want you beside me to celebrate with me, what activities also never mind, just up to you... ..
Girl: ... ... ( the girl was shocked for the answer)

It's feel so 心酸, because that what the girl want too for her birthday... but now all were passed, no more and impossible! the dreams was broke! never and ever will come true... because the status between them are different already, no more meaning to her again... even they can celebrate together, but the meaning for her is different... That's why She can't really happy, she lost her smile... the smile from heart...for 2 months ago... =)
May be she's very happy, but not the max... cause there's feel like somethings lost... somewhere is so empty or blank to her. =)

My birthday party part 1~

Last saturday, my friends called me out for celebrated Xuan Jun and mine birthday~ Happy birthday to both! We went to Amp-Square at Sunway there... have a nice "concert" at there~ wahaha~ after that we go to the McD to sing b'day song with a cake. Thanks u guys gave me a nice b'day ya~ muackssS~

Shooting photos with my babe~

Thanks my dear friends and babe celebrated my birthday ~

Happy Birthday to both of us... XD (4th & 8th)

Thanks guys ^^