2012/03/03

难过了

难过了,不要告诉别人,别人永远都不可能明白在你的立场上的感受。
难过了,静静的蹲下来抱着自己,让眼泪尽情的洒落。
难过了,拿着镜子看看此刻的自己,让真实浮现眼前。
难过了,默默的将自己隐藏起来,让空虚掩盖一切。
难过了,闭眼倾听周围的声音,让自己沉浸在喧嚣中。
难过了,不必告诉别人,自己的悲伤为何要别人也承担呢。
难过了,可以假装快乐,和别人一起兴奋时就能遗忘了自己。
难过了,仍然安慰别的伤心者,你会发现自己也在受益,当局者迷而已。
难过了,听音乐,就让音乐把它带走。

有谁不曾难过,

有谁还会记得,

过去的不再重来,

又何必去苦想?

忘掉……

用微笑渲泄悲伤


2012/03/02

I'm fine

To someone, yea, it's u... this time u didnt 对号入座, Im saying u~!

Quite a long time we never connect, I knew u're angry and dislike. I can feel from ur action. I've so much to tell u...

I was so hurt for last time, cause u never trust me, do u think that I will simply talk this to someone? I know the words are no nice at all, do u think I dont scare u will angry or dont like? because I treat u true from my deep heart, that's why I told u that... but what's the respond u gave it to me? u dont trust me and push it to me! I was so hurt seriously, as a true friend. but it's PASSED. Whatever it become, I also dont want to talk about it again... cause it's not a happy or sweet memories, I dont want to remember it.

And I just wanna mention something, now I only know all of the world, all my friends, ur friends, even my family... ALL also thinking that I'm still loving u. I dont know what to say... may be u r thinking of it too... because they think that a couple can't be friend after broke? they don't believe I'm really treat u as a best friend? somebody said I treat u too good if as a friend, but they dont know me, I'm treating all my true friends same... I just dont want they misunderstand.

If I'm still loving u, then I wont act ur GF to lie somebody last time, I hope u will understand... Im really care u as a bro, a true friend from my heart... I dont know u do or not... may be u will feeling uncomfortable... but I never think that I will lost u this friend, or this is what u want?

Our friendship just END like this? u dont want me already? I was missing u seriously... I miss you dude. May be you think that u have me as friend or not also nothing to be different... that's why u can leave?

You've been forget our promise before, we used to promise each other whatever, no matter how... our friendship won't affect by somebody, something or else... but now we did it??? I know you don't need me anymore... but all of our things can't erase from my mind, you're so mean to me, you're one of my best friend, my bro who are so important to me. But now are you going to give me up? It's sad... ='(



It's not easy to have a friendship which can more than 5 years and still so close... and we are going to reach 7th years, I dont wanna just have a 7th years friendship with u.

The world may be gonna end soon, we are getting old too, the times are getting less and less... why should we still persistent? why we still care about the face problems? The friendship between u and me is that weak like this??? 我们之间的友情都比不上那么一小点的面子?