很平安的平安夜

Last night was a very safety night. I went to INTI to attend an event before go to countdown. It's a performance to singing those X'mas song with live band. It's warm when listening to the songs. Until the end of the event, we light up the candle, to pray to the Lord. I really got pray to him:" Dear Lord, it's the first time I'm pray to you, I wish that I can let the things away from my heart, from my world, from my mind... I don't want to care about it again... I don't want to get hurt again... Please~ just a wish only, please... please let it go away~ I'm pray it very hard.

Do the Lord listen to me? Did he receive my wish? Will he approve my wish? I'm not greedy, just a wish only, that's all. The only one I'd pray for damn hard.

After the event, we went to so many places, meet up so many friends... until the end all gang up at the UPR... all at the same place... half of my classmates also at there... so ngam... haha~

I'm feeling good, because last night got people protecting me at there... feel warm... can't say so much dee, SECRET. haha~

When I was a kid

Alone sitting at a shopping centre at KL, with my damn tired body in a afternoon. And looking at those kids playing at there... How cute are them... When I was a kid like them, I don't know what am I doing too... haha~

Waiting for my sis coming to this world? or maybe fighting with my sis... When I was 2 or 3 years old like them.

And I don't know what should I doing for... Also don't need to worry about so much. Don't need to learn how to become so independent... Just do what am I happy for. Just cry out easily when I feel sad or angry. Don't need to act for so strong.

入世未深

身边可以真正信任的朋友真的一个都没有了吗？在这恐怖的世界，还会有谁可以当她的避风港？她很累了，她真的害怕了。她泪了。

有谁可以给她点勇气？她真的好害怕。是她小看了这世界，是她把身边的人看得太简单了。是她看东西看得简单，是她入世未深……