我知道有很多人都不相信我没有男朋友，不过我现在多说什么也没有用。我之前真的没有谈过恋爱，可是你们就是不信，唉~
如果我说我没有喜欢过人，那是骗人的；但我说我之前没有谈过恋爱，那是真的……
因为我不随便跟别人在一起，可能是因为有时候看见身边朋友有太多不是很好的例子吧？所以我选择了不那么轻易地去相信一个人……因为我觉得恋爱这种东西不是随便拿来玩玩的，不是你喜欢就可以随便分分合合的……所以一旦我不小心“跌了下去”，那我就会很认真地去对待“它”……而不是抱着一副玩玩的心态来对待“它”…… ^.^
ps: ah pui, c? tis time i din write anythings abt "them" liao lor...hehe^^
2010/04/21
2010/04/13
Will u feel that someones are/were abandon u? My answer is...yes...i felt that! or will they think that is me to abandon them? why? i ask myself...
Before they always worry and scare about that we will abandon them...but accually we didn't and won't do like that too...are they abandon me 1st, not i'm going to abandon them! I've already promised to somebody i won't abandon them and we'll be friend until the end...but it's doesn't mean that i can't go to meet new friends...it's also doesn't mean that i just can hang out with u and make best friends with u only. U can't control i going to meet new friends...if u as my best friends and really know me like Pipi and my gege, then u will know that i'll make my "FINAL" decision, that is...i "kam muan" make more new friends than better don't want to "chap siao" u...xD
And i'm not just remember our bad memories only...i knew we've a lot of sweet memories too...i always used our sweet memories to cover our sadly and hurt memories...what i want to say is: sometimes please don't just think about the bad things or the hurt things that we've done...we should always remember the sweet memories between u and me too...
PS: i didn't mean that i want to abandon u...and also didn't mean that i'll forget u after i'd a lot of new friends...i still remember what had we promised before...
i know i had change a lot...but i just take out my mask only...
Before they always worry and scare about that we will abandon them...but accually we didn't and won't do like that too...are they abandon me 1st, not i'm going to abandon them! I've already promised to somebody i won't abandon them and we'll be friend until the end...but it's doesn't mean that i can't go to meet new friends...it's also doesn't mean that i just can hang out with u and make best friends with u only. U can't control i going to meet new friends...if u as my best friends and really know me like Pipi and my gege, then u will know that i'll make my "FINAL" decision, that is...i "kam muan" make more new friends than better don't want to "chap siao" u...xD
And i'm not just remember our bad memories only...i knew we've a lot of sweet memories too...i always used our sweet memories to cover our sadly and hurt memories...what i want to say is: sometimes please don't just think about the bad things or the hurt things that we've done...we should always remember the sweet memories between u and me too...
PS: i didn't mean that i want to abandon u...and also didn't mean that i'll forget u after i'd a lot of new friends...i still remember what had we promised before...
i know i had change a lot...but i just take out my mask only...
2010/04/08
part 2~~
天天过着跟朋友在一起的日子，感觉真的很不错……很自由~
还被几个人问我说到底是来这里读书还是来玩的！哈哈~
认识了这群新的朋友也让我发现以前我没有注意到的事情……也改变了我以前的想法与性格等……变得更直率、讲话更直接……那么，到底是好还是坏呢？唉~不懂~
我不是要拿以前的他们和现在的他们用来比较……只是我真的觉得这俩之间差别真的超大的！还是说是因为他们以前没有对我好过像他们酱？他们只会自私的在意自己，似乎好像没有试过站在别人立场想过！我真的很不想我会把你们讲成酱的！是你们逼我的！
至某人：我知道那天我在“非死不可” 讲的话伤到你……不过我也是把我心里的话给说出来而已……也不算说不是故意的……因为我觉得我应该没有必要再看你们的脸色，再忍受你们的脾气而过我的生活了！我也是个有脾气的人！不是好欺负的！试问下酱久以来我有没有真正的在你们面前发过一次脾气？！有没有扳着一副黑脸给你们受过？
我不发脾气，不代表我没有脾气，而是我把你们当成好朋友……
我不扳黑脸，不代表我不会扳，而是我不想让你们受我的气……
因为我知道那真的很不好受！可是！每个人也会有他的极限！包括我！
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