2009/09/27

so long time din upgrade my blog ler.....haiz~bcoz of busy n....lazy lor...haha^^ i've a lot of things 1 2 share d....but when every time sign in to tis site, i'm vry lazy to write ler.....zzz...hehe^^ every week go out vf my frens, shopping, party, gathering, playing......1 pok kai ler.....haiz~ spm is coming soon ler, lolz......stil nt finish 4 my reading yet. n stil enjoy go out 2 "wet", i juz noe i'm vry busy, busy n busy.......add some "lazy" haha..... yesterday go 2 cinema watched th "吓到笑" vf my best frens.....n celebrated ah shuang d birthday, shooting a lot of pic~ hehe......last week or last 2 week go 2 blogger again, n write somethings on th table....haha...juz 1 2 let some1 2 c.....hehe^^


yesterday....pacific~


wednesday~go 2 jusco 4 shopping...^^


my best fren~pipi~


my JD frens~^^


another pic lazy 2 upload ler, bcoz it's too many.....pai sei ya~hehe~


2009/09/01

不是我想要逃避、当一只鸵鸟……我也曾经努力试过很多次去挽回大家之间的友谊,可是到最后还是一样……我已经尽力了,也累了。那就让它这样吧……至少我有努力过,那就够了……我知道我也有错,可是你们那些信息、态度跟行为对我来说真的很hurt、很假。不过我不会忘记曾经跟你们一起共度过那些快乐的回忆。也不会后悔……

有些事情不能勉强,不是属于我的,终究也不会是我的……就像一面破了的镜子,怎么不都好,也还是会有一个裂痕在那里的。

y n jh, 谢谢你们愿意当我的听筒,就像你们说的,我的身边还有你们呀~~嘻嘻……^^
n i hope tat our friendship won b end, 4ever n ever.....

还有……yao, 谢谢你的关心我真的没什么……因为我也不晓得要怎样跟你讲……but anyway, thank you...

现在我什么也不要想,没有东西重要过我的spm……还有两个月而已……haiz……charm liao lar.....
watever lar, + oil 2gther ya......

2009/08/05

好学生与坏学生

好多天没去上学咯~~感觉真~~~爽!哈哈!刚得了一张"pelajar terbaik"的sijil, 就立刻当起了坏学生咯!哈哈!不过我今年是在很努力很努力的维持full的出席率和不可以有任何的纪律问题(不可以有dimerit)之下再能得的耶!!!没去学校这么多天,全部人都以为我生病了,前一两天是有啦,不过接下去就......

而且加上本小姐天天早上都一副脸青唇白的样子,又加上我一直以来维持的“好学生”形象,那些老师当然会相信我啦~~嘻嘻~~更好笑的是,有时候我在班上睡觉,老师都以为我不舒服呢!可能是因为我的脸天生就白白的吧?不过我也有点感动呢,他们竟然都那么关心我......在这里当然要谢谢他们啦~~(thanks a lot 4 my teacher: sohba, hasiah, mazliyanee, mazliana.....)。 还有也对那个舒豪很拍谢呢!因为每次他睡觉都会被骂,而我是例外嘀...

这两个礼拜老师们还真的是吃饱没事做,天天找来一大堆的ceremah,废到死~~haiz~~所以我才没去。再加上....不是很想看到一些人....所以就....



next week trial exams r coming.....haiz~~i muz b hardworking ler~~~~so stress......

2009/07/14

Happy Birthday 2 my Frenzz ( Hui Xian & Jian Xiang )

Hui Xian, i'm so sorry tat i could nt 2 celebrate ur's birthday 2 u tis year~~~~but, i'm wish u Happy birthday.....erm...i know u from primary sc until now, it's 9 years ago since standard 3. I won 4gt tat u r my best fren in th 2nd class.....bcoz when i go down 2 th 3B class, u r my best fren n sit near by me (yan shan oso). but nw v all r different sc....n juz u n i stil gt contact nia....all th thingsss were changes adi....but i b'lieve tat our friendship won b finish yet. in th primary sc, i'm a bullyable 4 all th shit guys.....b'coz i'm so fat n.....ugly during in th primary sc.....so they always bully me, juz yan shan n u wil talk 2 me, n giv me a chance 2 b ur's fren. i'm so glad tat 2 b ur's fren....( ps: y 3 of us can b frens ? tat's bcoz 3 of us oso r "fei mui" haha.....but now v hav adi fit than b4....n nw u r a leng lui oso...haha.....) anyways, i juz wanna 2 say HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U.....


Jian Xiang, Happy Birthday 2 u oso, sure tat i oso won 4gt ur's birthday lah!! haha....u said u dun 1 any present, juz 1 a supprise from us.....but i dunno wat th supprise tat i can giv u.....very sorry 2 u......anyway, wat i 1 2 say i've adi write down in th card....i'm write here 1 more time, Ang didi, i hope tat our relationship won b finish until th time v die.....n our crazy club oso, won b close until all th members die~~~haha.....


one more things......

i hope my monitor can take over soon 2 his fewer.....bcoz during 2 weeks he's sick, n absent 2 weeks adi, i always help him 2 duty in th class......all th teachers n classmate always ask me hw r u? ......n so on.....i'm nt wanna 2 complain, juz 1 2 hope tat u can take over soon....when everytimes i shout "class stand......" b4 i said gud morning 2 teacher, th teacher always wil ask me? " zeng kin absent again arr? " , " hw about him ?" , " hav u go 2 visit him? " , " sangat teruk kah?" , "H1N1 arr? " , " or "denggi? ".................n so on......ai.....monitor ah......faster come back 2 our class lar....i'm so tired 2 handle them lar.....kesian lor......haiz~~~

2009/07/13

Speechless......

no any words can represent my feeling, i'm not angry, juz dunno how 2 say......
i'm very busy during last week, b'coz of my fren's birthday......b4 th party day, i juz slept 2 hours only, juz b'coz 2 making th birthday's cake~~wif nickson, amy, vlyn oso..... i giv it....80%....b'coz i'm sure tat, we’ve already succeed in tis time. But ! Wat a pity is….during they pass th cake go 2 th party, they put th cake into th icebox….OMG! I've already remind them so many times tat can nt put th cake into th icebox!! I dunno which th shit guy 2 break it! I’m very disappointed …..finally, whats going on 2 th cake? No nid I'm going 2 write ….I’m nt angry, I juz…..ai….dunno hw 2 voice it….

ps: i noe th cake is SO disgusting....u all no nid 2 comfort me....i swear....i won make cake again ler!!! n nw, i oso won going 2 find th "killer", so! killer, u dun worry i'll cum 2 find u! i won make cake again, u oso no chance 2 break my cake again, u "gam muan" liao boi?! huh?!

i'm speechless nw......n so.....disappointed !!

2009/07/07

To erican holiday class's frenzzz~~~

I'm so proud that to meet u all, n i'm so happy during wif u all 2gether to play, laugh n so on.....but, i 1 2 sorry to u all, b'coz i should nt 2 join th holiday class in tis year~~b'coz i 1 2 taking my SPM ......
wat i 1 2 say is.....i'm so proud tat 2 b ur director......n i'm oso so happy everytimes practice th drama, speech, go 2 shopping....n so on.....

yin min(my assitant),tzy hym, ah gan, alex(killer), sin yee, tony(th ki siao one), joey(th most cutety one)……9ss 2 meet u all.....i'm promise u, if after my spm, th holiday class stil nt finish yet.....i'll go 2 find u all, ok?
{i wishes tat, ah hym mui mui won't fight wif ah gan...haha...}

it's a pity tat i can't design n practice th drama in tis year...... but, i 1 u all 2 gt th champion 4 me!
b'coz i'm ur's director! hehe~~

Juz 4 5A's frenz~~

这整个星期以来发生了很多事情,让我一时无法适应……对不起,我让你们担心了。
请你们原谅我的无语、我的安静、我的任性……
我知道你们一直在哄我,让我开心,可是我却无法像以前一样……
而且只能一直拼命的挤出那一点的笑容而已。
因为我的心中还是会有一条刺,一想到他曾经酱子欺骗我,我就……
如果说要解决掉这一条刺的话,可能就得等时间来把它慢慢的磨灭掉吧。
当然我的心情与改变也不是完全因为这一件事而已……还有其他的……
anyway,我想要说的是:请原谅我的任性。
song, 很抱歉让你一下子这么不适应突然间静下来的我……也很抱歉让你担心了……

2009/07/01

台湾海外青年技术班升学讲座


昨天去了趟日新独中,听一场有关于升学计划的讲座会,有十六间台湾大学的教授和讲师替我们讲解……还蛮多人去的……





听了一个多小时之后,也可说是更加了解什么是海青班以及出国留学的资料。还蛮不错一下的咯~~

{ hehe~~听得还蛮入神的 }

回家后,我想了一整天……到底我自己想要得是什么东西呢?我的目标又是什么呢? 想了又想,到最后也没有一个具体的答案……我只知道我现在需要的是:自由、时间和空间……