2009/08/05

好学生与坏学生

好多天没去上学咯~~感觉真~~~爽!哈哈!刚得了一张"pelajar terbaik"的sijil, 就立刻当起了坏学生咯!哈哈!不过我今年是在很努力很努力的维持full的出席率和不可以有任何的纪律问题(不可以有dimerit)之下再能得的耶!!!没去学校这么多天,全部人都以为我生病了,前一两天是有啦,不过接下去就......

而且加上本小姐天天早上都一副脸青唇白的样子,又加上我一直以来维持的“好学生”形象,那些老师当然会相信我啦~~嘻嘻~~更好笑的是,有时候我在班上睡觉,老师都以为我不舒服呢!可能是因为我的脸天生就白白的吧?不过我也有点感动呢,他们竟然都那么关心我......在这里当然要谢谢他们啦~~(thanks a lot 4 my teacher: sohba, hasiah, mazliyanee, mazliana.....)。 还有也对那个舒豪很拍谢呢!因为每次他睡觉都会被骂,而我是例外嘀...

这两个礼拜老师们还真的是吃饱没事做,天天找来一大堆的ceremah,废到死~~haiz~~所以我才没去。再加上....不是很想看到一些人....所以就....



next week trial exams r coming.....haiz~~i muz b hardworking ler~~~~so stress......

2009/07/14

Happy Birthday 2 my Frenzz ( Hui Xian & Jian Xiang )

Hui Xian, i'm so sorry tat i could nt 2 celebrate ur's birthday 2 u tis year~~~~but, i'm wish u Happy birthday.....erm...i know u from primary sc until now, it's 9 years ago since standard 3. I won 4gt tat u r my best fren in th 2nd class.....bcoz when i go down 2 th 3B class, u r my best fren n sit near by me (yan shan oso). but nw v all r different sc....n juz u n i stil gt contact nia....all th thingsss were changes adi....but i b'lieve tat our friendship won b finish yet. in th primary sc, i'm a bullyable 4 all th shit guys.....b'coz i'm so fat n.....ugly during in th primary sc.....so they always bully me, juz yan shan n u wil talk 2 me, n giv me a chance 2 b ur's fren. i'm so glad tat 2 b ur's fren....( ps: y 3 of us can b frens ? tat's bcoz 3 of us oso r "fei mui" haha.....but now v hav adi fit than b4....n nw u r a leng lui oso...haha.....) anyways, i juz wanna 2 say HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U.....


Jian Xiang, Happy Birthday 2 u oso, sure tat i oso won 4gt ur's birthday lah!! haha....u said u dun 1 any present, juz 1 a supprise from us.....but i dunno wat th supprise tat i can giv u.....very sorry 2 u......anyway, wat i 1 2 say i've adi write down in th card....i'm write here 1 more time, Ang didi, i hope tat our relationship won b finish until th time v die.....n our crazy club oso, won b close until all th members die~~~haha.....


one more things......

i hope my monitor can take over soon 2 his fewer.....bcoz during 2 weeks he's sick, n absent 2 weeks adi, i always help him 2 duty in th class......all th teachers n classmate always ask me hw r u? ......n so on.....i'm nt wanna 2 complain, juz 1 2 hope tat u can take over soon....when everytimes i shout "class stand......" b4 i said gud morning 2 teacher, th teacher always wil ask me? " zeng kin absent again arr? " , " hw about him ?" , " hav u go 2 visit him? " , " sangat teruk kah?" , "H1N1 arr? " , " or "denggi? ".................n so on......ai.....monitor ah......faster come back 2 our class lar....i'm so tired 2 handle them lar.....kesian lor......haiz~~~

2009/07/13

Speechless......

no any words can represent my feeling, i'm not angry, juz dunno how 2 say......
i'm very busy during last week, b'coz of my fren's birthday......b4 th party day, i juz slept 2 hours only, juz b'coz 2 making th birthday's cake~~wif nickson, amy, vlyn oso..... i giv it....80%....b'coz i'm sure tat, we’ve already succeed in tis time. But ! Wat a pity is….during they pass th cake go 2 th party, they put th cake into th icebox….OMG! I've already remind them so many times tat can nt put th cake into th icebox!! I dunno which th shit guy 2 break it! I’m very disappointed …..finally, whats going on 2 th cake? No nid I'm going 2 write ….I’m nt angry, I juz…..ai….dunno hw 2 voice it….

ps: i noe th cake is SO disgusting....u all no nid 2 comfort me....i swear....i won make cake again ler!!! n nw, i oso won going 2 find th "killer", so! killer, u dun worry i'll cum 2 find u! i won make cake again, u oso no chance 2 break my cake again, u "gam muan" liao boi?! huh?!

i'm speechless nw......n so.....disappointed !!

2009/07/07

To erican holiday class's frenzzz~~~

I'm so proud that to meet u all, n i'm so happy during wif u all 2gether to play, laugh n so on.....but, i 1 2 sorry to u all, b'coz i should nt 2 join th holiday class in tis year~~b'coz i 1 2 taking my SPM ......
wat i 1 2 say is.....i'm so proud tat 2 b ur director......n i'm oso so happy everytimes practice th drama, speech, go 2 shopping....n so on.....

yin min(my assitant),tzy hym, ah gan, alex(killer), sin yee, tony(th ki siao one), joey(th most cutety one)……9ss 2 meet u all.....i'm promise u, if after my spm, th holiday class stil nt finish yet.....i'll go 2 find u all, ok?
{i wishes tat, ah hym mui mui won't fight wif ah gan...haha...}

it's a pity tat i can't design n practice th drama in tis year...... but, i 1 u all 2 gt th champion 4 me!
b'coz i'm ur's director! hehe~~

Juz 4 5A's frenz~~

这整个星期以来发生了很多事情,让我一时无法适应……对不起,我让你们担心了。
请你们原谅我的无语、我的安静、我的任性……
我知道你们一直在哄我,让我开心,可是我却无法像以前一样……
而且只能一直拼命的挤出那一点的笑容而已。
因为我的心中还是会有一条刺,一想到他曾经酱子欺骗我,我就……
如果说要解决掉这一条刺的话,可能就得等时间来把它慢慢的磨灭掉吧。
当然我的心情与改变也不是完全因为这一件事而已……还有其他的……
anyway,我想要说的是:请原谅我的任性。
song, 很抱歉让你一下子这么不适应突然间静下来的我……也很抱歉让你担心了……

2009/07/01

台湾海外青年技术班升学讲座


昨天去了趟日新独中,听一场有关于升学计划的讲座会,有十六间台湾大学的教授和讲师替我们讲解……还蛮多人去的……





听了一个多小时之后,也可说是更加了解什么是海青班以及出国留学的资料。还蛮不错一下的咯~~

{ hehe~~听得还蛮入神的 }

回家后,我想了一整天……到底我自己想要得是什么东西呢?我的目标又是什么呢? 想了又想,到最后也没有一个具体的答案……我只知道我现在需要的是:自由、时间和空间……


2009/06/16

放假の最后一天

前天我和莹、哥哥 & ‘姐姐’去deegg 拍友谊照和个人青春照。当天遇到了两个siao po (莹&姐姐),疯到……不会形容,还比上一次我和疯人会的会员去拍的时候还疯咧!炸到~~~不过,那天真的玩得很开心,也好就没有那么轻松过了,因为天天面对这一大堆书,超~~压力的…...

下午的时候,我和莹还特地去maxstyle make up & set 头发,还害到那两个帅哥在那边等我们两个女生,真的很不好意思咯~~:P


原本我们订大概五点多酱拍照,但是因为为了我们make up & set 头发,所以迟到了,so 我们就delay 到八点……唉……在等待的时侯,我们就先去附近的餐厅 [部落格 ] 吃东西,then the 2 siao po 就开始‘ki siao’ 了……哈哈…...


我们拍到十点才拍完,然后,4个隔天还有课要上的我们还去到 auto-city凑热闹……直到十二点多才回到家。我累到到在床上睡觉时,耳边还回旋着他们‘七’喊‘八’喊的声音咧! “mempercek ak kan” haha……

2009/06/13

自我反省

唉~~~两个星期的假期……就酱就过去了……我好像什么事都没有做到。过得超~~废的!
不过我有用这两个星期来反省一下自己……我想了又想,才发现……原来……我一直在被某些人利用着,而自以为聪明的我却现在才发现到……我一直被人利用,还亏我把他们当成朋友!
一直以来我对他们的付出我从来没有想过要得到什么。只要他们把我当成朋友,至少让我有朋友之间的尊敬和尊严……
可是,我最近才发现到我……好像一直在被利用似的。
我真的很不好受,我还一直欺骗我自己他们不是酱的人,结果我在也忍受不了了……一次又一次的伤害我……
我承认,我真的笨到无药可救……之前还一直相信他们。
现在我唯一能做的就只有……在我自己的心里装上 [防盗系统], 以后不会再那么轻易的相信他人……
不过另一方面我感到也很幸运,因为我还有一个很“口爱”的好麻吉和一个很“可爱”的哥哥还有其他(除了“他们”之外)的朋友。谢谢你们让我觉得我不止是一个人嘀~~~



o(≧v≦)o 我们一起加油吧~~!