Happy Birthday 2 my Frenzz ( Hui Xian & Jian Xiang )

Hui Xian, i'm so sorry tat i could nt 2 celebrate ur's birthday 2 u tis year~~~~but, i'm wish u Happy birthday.....erm...i know u from primary sc until now, it's 9 years ago since standard 3. I won 4gt tat u r my best fren in th 2nd class.....bcoz when i go down 2 th 3B class, u r my best fren n sit near by me (yan shan oso). but nw v all r different sc....n juz u n i stil gt contact nia....all th thingsss were changes adi....but i b'lieve tat our friendship won b finish yet. in th primary sc, i'm a bullyable 4 all th shit guys.....b'coz i'm so fat n.....ugly during in th primary sc.....so they always bully me, juz yan shan n u wil talk 2 me, n giv me a chance 2 b ur's fren. i'm so glad tat 2 b ur's fren....( ps: y 3 of us can b frens ? tat's bcoz 3 of us oso r "fei mui" haha.....but now v hav adi fit than b4....n nw u r a leng lui oso...haha.....) anyways, i juz wanna 2 say HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U.....


Jian Xiang, Happy Birthday 2 u oso, sure tat i oso won 4gt ur's birthday lah!! haha....u said u dun 1 any present, juz 1 a supprise from us.....but i dunno wat th supprise tat i can giv u.....very sorry 2 u......anyway, wat i 1 2 say i've adi write down in th card....i'm write here 1 more time, Ang didi, i hope tat our relationship won b finish until th time v die.....n our crazy club oso, won b close until all th members die~~~haha.....


one more things......

i hope my monitor can take over soon 2 his fewer.....bcoz during 2 weeks he's sick, n absent 2 weeks adi, i always help him 2 duty in th class......all th teachers n classmate always ask me hw r u? ......n so on.....i'm nt wanna 2 complain, juz 1 2 hope tat u can take over soon....when everytimes i shout "class stand......" b4 i said gud morning 2 teacher, th teacher always wil ask me? " zeng kin absent again arr? " , " hw about him ?" , " hav u go 2 visit him? " , " sangat teruk kah?" , "H1N1 arr? " , " or "denggi? ".................n so on......ai.....monitor ah......faster come back 2 our class lar....i'm so tired 2 handle them lar.....kesian lor......haiz~~~

Speechless......

no any words can represent my feeling, i'm not angry, juz dunno how 2 say......
i'm very busy during last week, b'coz of my fren's birthday......b4 th party day, i juz slept 2 hours only, juz b'coz 2 making th birthday's cake~~wif nickson, amy, vlyn oso..... i giv it....80%....b'coz i'm sure tat, we’ve already succeed in tis time. But ! Wat a pity is….during they pass th cake go 2 th party, they put th cake into th icebox….OMG! I've already remind them so many times tat can nt put th cake into th icebox!! I dunno which th shit guy 2 break it! I’m very disappointed …..finally, whats going on 2 th cake? No nid I'm going 2 write ….I’m nt angry, I juz…..ai….dunno hw 2 voice it….

ps: i noe th cake is SO disgusting....u all no nid 2 comfort me....i swear....i won make cake again ler!!! n nw, i oso won going 2 find th "killer", so! killer, u dun worry i'll cum 2 find u! i won make cake again, u oso no chance 2 break my cake again, u "gam muan" liao boi?! huh?!

i'm speechless nw......n so.....disappointed !!

To erican holiday class's frenzzz~~~

I'm so proud that to meet u all, n i'm so happy during wif u all 2gether to play, laugh n so on.....but, i 1 2 sorry to u all, b'coz i should nt 2 join th holiday class in tis year~~b'coz i 1 2 taking my SPM ......
wat i 1 2 say is.....i'm so proud tat 2 b ur director......n i'm oso so happy everytimes practice th drama, speech, go 2 shopping....n so on.....

yin min(my assitant)，tzy hym, ah gan, alex(killer), sin yee, tony(th ki siao one), joey(th most cutety one)……9ss 2 meet u all.....i'm promise u, if after my spm, th holiday class stil nt finish yet.....i'll go 2 find u all, ok?
{i wishes tat, ah hym mui mui won't fight wif ah gan...haha...}

it's a pity tat i can't design n practice th drama in tis year...... but, i 1 u all 2 gt th champion 4 me!
b'coz i'm ur's director! hehe~~

Juz 4 5A's frenz~~

这整个星期以来发生了很多事情，让我一时无法适应……对不起，我让你们担心了。

请你们原谅我的无语、我的安静、我的任性……

我知道你们一直在哄我，让我开心，可是我却无法像以前一样……

而且只能一直拼命的挤出那一点的笑容而已。

因为我的心中还是会有一条刺，一想到他曾经酱子欺骗我，我就……

如果说要解决掉这一条刺的话，可能就得等时间来把它慢慢的磨灭掉吧。

当然我的心情与改变也不是完全因为这一件事而已……还有其他的……

anyway,我想要说的是：请原谅我的任性。

song, 很抱歉让你一下子这么不适应突然间静下来的我……也很抱歉让你担心了……

台湾海外青年技术班升学讲座

昨天去了趟日新独中，听一场有关于升学计划的讲座会，有十六间台湾大学的教授和讲师替我们讲解……还蛮多人去的……

听了一个多小时之后，也可说是更加了解什么是海青班以及出国留学的资料。还蛮不错一下的咯~~

{ hehe~~听得还蛮入神的 }

回家后，我想了一整天……到底我自己想要得是什么东西呢？我的目标又是什么呢？ 想了又想，到最后也没有一个具体的答案……我只知道我现在需要的是：自由、时间和空间……

放假の最后一天

前天我和莹、哥哥 & ‘姐姐’去deegg 拍友谊照和个人青春照。当天遇到了两个siao po (莹&姐姐)，疯到……不会形容，还比上一次我和疯人会的会员去拍的时候还疯咧！炸到~~~不过，那天真的玩得很开心，也好就没有那么轻松过了，因为天天面对这一大堆书，超~~压力的…...

下午的时候，我和莹还特地去maxstyle make up & set 头发，还害到那两个帅哥在那边等我们两个女生，真的很不好意思咯~~：P


原本我们订大概五点多酱拍照，但是因为为了我们make up & set 头发，所以迟到了，so 我们就delay 到八点……唉……在等待的时侯，我们就先去附近的餐厅 [部落格 ] 吃东西，then the 2 siao po 就开始‘ki siao’ 了……哈哈…...


我们拍到十点才拍完，然后，4个隔天还有课要上的我们还去到 auto-city凑热闹……直到十二点多才回到家。我累到到在床上睡觉时，耳边还回旋着他们‘七’喊‘八’喊的声音咧！ “mempercek ak kan” haha……

自我反省

唉~~~两个星期的假期……就酱就过去了……我好像什么事都没有做到。过得超~~废的！
不过我有用这两个星期来反省一下自己……我想了又想，才发现……原来……我一直在被某些人利用着，而自以为聪明的我却现在才发现到……我一直被人利用，还亏我把他们当成朋友！
一直以来我对他们的付出我从来没有想过要得到什么。只要他们把我当成朋友，至少让我有朋友之间的尊敬和尊严……
可是，我最近才发现到我……好像一直在被利用似的。
我真的很不好受，我还一直欺骗我自己他们不是酱的人，结果我在也忍受不了了……一次又一次的伤害我……
我承认，我真的笨到无药可救……之前还一直相信他们。
现在我唯一能做的就只有……在我自己的心里装上 [防盗系统]， 以后不会再那么轻易的相信他人……
不过另一方面我感到也很幸运，因为我还有一个很“口爱”的好麻吉和一个很“可爱”的哥哥还有其他（除了“他们”之外）的朋友。谢谢你们让我觉得我不止是一个人嘀~~~


o(≧v≦)o　我们一起加油吧~~！

Sorry, boy~~

Sorry, boy......

I'm so sorry for you, boy.

I'm sorry if I've make you sad or

let you feel like heart breaking.

I'm didn't mean that and I'm so sorry again for you.

Boy, there's already has a guy lives into my heart......

no one can take the place......except him~~~.

And now I can't also accept the second people......

What can I say? I can just say a lot of sorry for you only.

Sorry and sorry again......

please forgive me......