For my dear friend~

Dude, I'm very happy I have you being my best friend, and thank you because you treat me as your best friend from your heart too. Thanks for your appreciate to our friendship. That day you were misunderstood from my massage, I never doubt on our friendship as you said, please dont worry about that. That day I just worry about you, because I know now a days you are very unhappy, dont ask me why I know that without you tell me, our long term friendship is not fake one ok? That's why I can feel it... And I'm not angry you didn't tell me about your problems, because I know everybody also have their secret which dont want to let others know.

That day because of SH asked me about your things, then I just felt that you have changed. The changed not you changing become more mature, is you look like more EMO than before...may be somebody will feel that's cool or "yeng"...but i dont think so...what i want to say, I'd already sent it to you...please read it into your mind ok?
And please dont forget what had I told you, I'm very appreciate our friendship same as you too! I NEVER doubt on it, really...not so much people I'll said this to them d lor...so please dont think so much... and dont worry about "that", nothing can effect to our friendship ok? You will always be my best friend and Forever~
Everythings will be fine... and we whole gang of "heng dai" will support you no matter how ya^^
I wish that we'll have more twelve, twelve and twelve years~ cheer~ ^^v

睁一只眼，闭一只眼

有时候我们总该学会如何睁一只眼，闭一只眼，因为人没有十全十美...有的时候知道一些事情，并不代表必需得揭穿出来，这不是逃避，而是不想找事吵、找事烦、找事乱...所以只好沉默，当作没听到和看不见...
难道有些人就不会自我检点吗？为什么有了另一半还可以在背后跟别的异性搞暧昧？难道你的良心过意得去吗?可能你觉得这样做会很对得起对方，而对方真的不在意，不在乎...如果你真的以为！那就去吧！

有时候他没出声并不代表他并不知情，而是他不想起争执。

有时候他不干涉你交朋友，是因为他信任你，

以为你不会做出对不起他的事。

有时候他给你太多自由，是因为他不想绑着你。

有时候他学着体谅你、包容你，

是因为他太爱你而不想失去你。

真的很多很多时候...你会在无意间让他伤了心，而你却没发现到...留他自个儿在一旁吃醋、伤心、心痛、落泪...那是因为你太过自我...不曾真正的用你的心去深入的了解他，或站在他的立场去感受他的感受...

请扪心自问，你真的可以给他带来幸福和快乐吗？你可以把你对他的伤害减到最低吗？如果你真的那么爱他，就请你好好的对待他、珍惜他，就别让他的心留在冬天里。如果你并不是你所想象中的那么爱着他，那就请你放手，别再折磨他了，好让他早点摆脱伤心，即使他知道不可能...可是至少下一个人会懂得他的好、比你对他更好、更爱他、更珍惜他...虽然他的最爱还是你...

o.O

Nowadays, she find back her smile already, thanks for someone and her old old and old friends who are bringing a lots of fun and smile to her...
May be she was such a long time didn't laugh so much, that's why her face feeling a bit pain now, haha!
She have a lot of gangs of friends, every time she's not mention to saying which one...that's why have somebody like going to admit of it...but seriously, it's really not saying u...please DO NOT beh pai seh ok?
This few days, she has facing a big problem which is cant accepted by her. But now the thing is going to be fine, thanks for her only one who always beside her and let her cry in his arms...^^
Again what she want to mention about: she know who really treat her right from the heart and who are not to...her brain not yet break, ok?

累了~

最近都习惯了迟睡，以前都是十二点前就去找“周先生”了， 现在？哼~

可能是为了某些原因，也有可能是因为有心事而睡不着……

很多人都会说：“别想酱多啦！” 这句话我都讲了上千遍了，也有说给自己听……可是又有谁真的可以不去想这么多呢？是吧？很讽刺对吗？



如果不去想这么多的话，那不就更加逃避现实吗？又是谁说要面对现实的呢？要面对现实又不要去想这么多……那不是非常的矛盾吗？！



我现在都不再在意某些人了，反而我心里真正所烦的又有谁知道？真正的想法又有谁知道？就连某些自以为很了解我的人都不知道……只有一个人会知道--那就是自己。



有的时候有些事情不是我不会，而是我真的累得不会了、累得忘了、累得不要了……

面具也是有重量的，即使它很轻，可是戴久了就会累了坏了掉了丢了忘了不要了……

可是下一次还是会有人把它给捡起来再还给我，而我又要戴会那副面具跟他说声谢谢！



有些人就是那么的自私……只会跟着自己的路在往前走，不曾回头看看跟在他身后的人是否来得及跟得上他的脚步……可能他偶尔会停下来休息一下下，问问身边的人路该怎么走？不过他也就只是意思意思的问问而以，到最后还是会跟会自己想走的路走着，只要他人随着他……



ps: 请某些自以为是的人不要对号入座！

Sorry~

对不起，是我一直乱想东西。
对不起，让你突然觉得有压力。
对不起，是我的脾气突然变得很火大。
对不起，是我答应过的事情我没做到。
对不起，突然间对你发脾气。
对不起，是我不够体谅你。
对不起，是我让你觉得失去自由。
对不起，是我突然间太约束你了。

对不起，是我太任性了。
对不起，是我有点失去了我原本的理性。
对不起，是我有点失去了我的冷静。
对不起，是我太过度的在乎你。
对不起，是我过度的太想见到你。

对不起，让你担心了。
对不起，让你受气了。
对不起，惹你生气了。
对不起，我会试着去控制我自己。

谢谢你在我的面前让我看见真正的你。
谢谢你在我面前无所隐瞒。
谢谢你对我的坦白。

我会尽量地去学会控制我自己~

Sorry, I'm not a good girl...

The corner girl...

She was lost her smile, who can find it back for her? before she was a girl who always like to smile and make fun to her friends and all the people...but now she was lost...she lost a thing which is very important to her...that's SMILE~ before she always laugh and make a lot of fun, even it's how stupid and very sohai's things...but at least, she's happy and her friends are felt happy together with her too...she's a crazy girl, naughty girl, and sohai's girl...but i think all of this words cant match to her now...because it's too different for her now...because she's lost...who can find the smile for her back? she's start to not easily to trust on a person...she just will trust on her old friends...for her new friends, she's scare of them. Dont let her become a silent girl please...the corner is not suitable to let the girl stay.

❤……

为什么你总是那么的有自信？
难道你就不怕有个万一吗？
我知道有时候是我想太多，
不过，等到哪天我不再想的时候你就得担心了吧？
哈哈！><"
有时候不是我不要回答你的问题，
只是……我不敢，因为我怕……你知道吗？
我不希望是我的一厢情愿，你懂吗？

我不是要时常惹你生气的，
你生气的时候，难道我就很好受吗？
最近发生了很多事情……
我也变得不再那么的轻易相信身边的人，
天天都得带着一个盾……
只有在你的面前，
我才可以安心的把那又大又重的盾给卸下来。
只有在你的怀里，我才能安心的依靠着你……
只有在你的面前我才会变回那乱死人的我……
hehe><

LG：

谢谢你一直以来的体谅，

谢谢你包容我的任性，

谢谢你那么的了解我，

谢谢你那么的信任我，

谢谢你把肩膀让我靠，

我真的不需要你像那些幼稚的人，

天天说一大堆假话来哄我，

那种甜言蜜语我才不稀罕！

我要的只是你的真心，

我要的只是你的真，

而不是你的假！

我爱的是真正的你。

为什么你会那么的有自信，

知道我离不开你呢？

我知道你也很深爱着我，

所以你才那么的确定我很爱你的吧？

哈哈~ ^^v

Feel good...thx~

Thanks all my friends who are caring me...I'm really nothing, I'm very fine...really. By the way, thanks a lot...At least, I've done what can i do already...so I won't going to regret, just let it go...

I'm very happy, especially today...I went out to the beach with somebody...even the weather is HOT!! haha! But I was relax~ and damn funny too...hehe~ I'm know who are the peoples treat me from their heart, and those who are not...I'm not a stupid accually...so, I won't going to count it again, just let it go...it's passed! All start from beginning...forget about it please...there's nothing on it right? So, don't say and talk it again...STOP it please~ nothing on it already.



enjoy for the view...nice~

Because of some reason, should ignore them, cant show their face...XD

I like this pic~~ ^.^v

And...thanks to someone...sorry to let u so worry about me. I'll try my best to do what had I promised to u...^^